It’s been almost exactly a year since I broke down and got help for what turned out to be postpartum anxiety.
This time last year, I was in a lonely, scary, dark place. Like a hole I couldn’t find a way out of. I thought I’d be stuck there forever. It really didn’t seem like there would ever be a logical way out.
And I can’t say I’m safe from falling back in again just yet. There are days I dance on the edge, days I lose my footing and barely catch myself from tumbling down again.
There are days I get tired from balancing, from pushing away from it.
But, mostly, I’m a long way from where I was at the bottom of that dark hole last year.
Postpartum Progress’s Katherine Stone was interviewed on CNN recently, and I found it to be such a hopeful message. Postpartum mental health disorders are not forever. You can get help. You can get better. You can live a normal life again. Give it a watch if you need a healthy dose of hope.
One year later, I’m beyond honored to be speaking at the Pregnancy & Postpartum Health Alliance of Texas’ 2nd Annual Wine Tasting Social this Thursday, the 25th in Austin, TX.
I’m still firming up my speech, but I think my message will focus on hope, on overcoming, on how important it is to realize that’s a possibility even when you can’t see out of whatever dark hole you’re in.
If you’re in the Austin area and have some free time this Thursday evening, I would be thrilled if you’d join us. Come have a glass or two of wine with us and support an important cause. Support moms who need help seeing the way out of postpartum mental disorders.
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OH! sounds great! Best of luck. I’m sure it will be awesome!
I know you’ll kick ass on that speech!
So excited for you Jill Williams Krause. I’m sure you’ll wow ’em, and I hope this raises tons of money for the Pregnancy & Postpartum Health Alliance of Texas.
Thank you Jill, for being a voice, a voice through the fog.
Amazing speech at the wine social. I wish all the mommies out there could hear your story. I had postpartum anxiety and it was not easy. I applaud you for your bravery.